I got married December 2016 with the hopes that by now I am done with giving birth to my children.
I have always been this family-oriented kind of person, wanted a happy children and a husband around me, I never thought I would experience infertility in my life but it happened.
First year into marriage I thought it was something fertility drugs would solve, as I browse about drugs that would help me conceive faster, but nothing happened.
Second year and third year friends and family members begin to ask question about our inability to conceive after years, I used my school to cover up because I was still in school then.
After my graduation I was able to visit so many hospitals with husband to ascertain what was the problem, they took blood and semen analysis and yet nothing serious was found, no tumors, no tub blockage or lower sperm count. hormonal imbalance was said to be the only problem we have. after that we were provided with medications to boost our hormones hoping it will end up working for us.
At a point I stop going to church since all my prayers to God where not answered, I cry and pray and fast,I had no friends around me because am not lucky with friends, the once I made tried to rub it on my face and I stop the friendship immediately to focuses on my family.
The most painful part of this journey is to see your mates, your colleagues from work, and classmates getting married and having children and you are yet to have yours, it pains to bone marrow, it seems as though God has forsaken you,
Despite all that has being happening to me and my husband we still have hope that one day we will have our own child. we are living happily and stronger together. It's 5 years and 6 months and we hope that before the year ends we are going to carry our miracle baby Amen.
I am here to encourage my fellow GTC mums(going to conceive) to never back down, keep trying, pray when ever you think too much and have peace inside you that one day you will carry your child.Amen
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